Ive been off work the last week with the worse flu i have ever had in my life, now the Flu has turn into the start of what seems to be another episode of Pleurisy. The last time i caught that was around 13 years ago & i remember that i truly thought my number was up.. The Doc has put me on a course of Anti-biotics anyway as a precausion.

All my Manager can go on about is: when am i coming back! He does not give two hoots about my health all he cares about is getting his jobs done that the rest of his useless staff cannot cope with, they are useless because im sick of carrying them tbh..  This sickness has really knocked me to the ground especially now. As i was no where near ready for christmas before catching it, i had a load of jobs to do: painting, carpet to lay in the main bedroom etc etc all that wont get done now.

All the nastiness towards me from people thru the year just got me thinking while ive been laid up in bed the last week feeling sorry for myself watching Columbo on TV    I don't do anything wrong to other people, I'd help anyone out, give them my last penny if it would help out but yet i always get treat like shit. So my thought are this before the New years resolution even comes around.

1. Why bother with people anymore, go back to looking after myself & lead an hermitt lifestyle again. 
2. Get someone to deliver my notice at work while im sick as i want nothing moe to do with the company i work for
3. Just carry on thru Christmas like nothing is happening